I've learned that I have no other choice but to trust Him. God had to get that "planning my own life spirit," out of the way because I was trying to figure everything out for myself especially when things weren't going as planned. And when things didn't happen I would ask Him why. But after no success on my own I had no other choice but to surrender! I had to deny myself and allowed God access. So this is who I am, a woman after God's plans.
Jeremiah 29:11-13