Reveal=Revelation

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I never want to live two different lives. So many people are okay with acting one way at home and then another way in church and it scares me. I don't want to be spit out by God because I'm lukewarm. That's why I ask God daily to cleanse my spirit and allow people to see His light shine through me. Because you never know whose watching you.  The closest one's to you that see that you're really trying to live for God and see that God has favor over you, will be the first one's to say, "oh, I thought you were a Christian?" And, "see that's why I don't go to church!"  My pastor always says to ask God to reveal yourself to you because it's better to be revealed to you first before other's around you that aren't saved begin to fault you on what you need to get delivered from. Which can also turn them away from God. There is a song by Johnathan McReynolds that's called, "No Shades of Gray,"this song has definitely blessed me because after God revealed some things to me about myself it reminds me daily that I can't be both black and white. I have to choose a side. I don't want to go around speaking to people I don't even know but then go home and not speak to my own family (that ain't God).

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 I want to be consistent in my walk with God no matter how my situation is, I want consistency. I want to be forgiving, even if people hurt me in the past.  I have no shame in saying that I complain like nobody's business if things are not to my standards, even though God revealed this to me before I asked Him but at the time I wasn't ready to receive the truth. He also revealed to me that I am also a moody person, but even through my ways I will give God all the glory for His revelation. Not His revelation of my faults but His revelation of what I am to become. He knows in my heart that I want to be pure and that more than anything I want to be the woman of God that He designed me to be. With all my mess ups and faults I am a Christian woman who has a relationship with the Lord and with God's help I am working through. I am not covering up my sins, I know I'm "oc" at times but God know's I don't want to block my blessings nor do I want to block people that need to get to me to seek God's promise for them. So I end this entry on the notion of,  if you really want to be a faithful and worthy child of God, you have to be mindful of your ways. Ask God to reveal you to you and to be open when He does so that you hear it, receive it, and work on it to get through it. 

With Love,

Danni